...as much as I'm capable of loving anyone.
My heart aches for him often. He's a young adult, struggling in college, working part time.
We had an argument over the phone today. Until it was resolved, and all was cool between us later, I was stressed, and sad.
I wish he could experience for two seconds how I feel about him, both the joy and the sorrow. I'm afraid to die thinking he doesn't know I love him, how proud I am of him.
He is strong and courageous, stands up to me even in my lowest, craziest moments. Sometimes that's good, sometimes it's not, cuz' he can really be a foolish kid .. pain in the ass ....sometimes....... Most of the time we're good.
If someday he is blessed to be a Father, he will totally understand. He is the better for your love, that's all you can concentrate on right now.
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DeleteI hope so, then I can pass on my Mother's curse to him,"may you have a son just like you", hahahah....it's really a blessing, helps me appreciate my Mom and Dad, maybe the circle will continue.